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Friday, July 28, 2006

Heyy guyss. Whats up?  .it's beeen like foreverrrr since i have updated.  But, Miss. Paige wanted me to update so here it is.  :]

i need to believe that man and woman love each other. i need to believe that they go home to each other every night, so i can believe that it will happen to me too someday.

Here's to the kids who would rather spend their nights with a bottle of whiskey than go to some vomit-stained highschool party. Here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who will never be their for them. Here's to the kids who idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars. Here's to the kids who never were too good at life but still were wicked cool. Here's to the kids who care more about the music than the haircuts. Here's to the kids who have ever had a broken heart from someone who didn't even know they existed. Here's to the kids who are straight up smartasses and just don't care. Here's to the kids who speak their mind. Here's to the kids who second-guess themselves on everything they do. Here's to the kids who will never have 100 percent confidence in anything they do, and to the kids who are okay with that. Here's to the kids..

You aren't going to be his first, his last, or his only.. He's loved before, he will again. But if he loves you now what else matters? Hes not perfect. You aren't either, and the two of you will never be perfet but if he can make you laught at least once, cause you to think twice, and admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him the most you can. He is not going to quote poetry, he's not going to be thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break. Don't hurt him, don't change him. Don't expect more then he can give. Try not to overanalyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad .. and miss him when hes not there.

the day you realize how amazing you are you're gonna leave me.

'Cause i got the wind in my hair
and I'm far away from where i used to be
but i got all my attention fixed on you
and you're flashing that smile at me.

You've had enough to drink tonight
Let's raise our glass to all the lights
They're hanging above undisturbed
I'm hanging on your every word

I wanted to walk through the empty streets
And feel something constant under my feet,
But all the news reports recommended that I stay indoors
Because the air outside will make
Our cells divide at an alarming rate

heres a life.
you'll be needing it incase your dreams fail.

we'll sit on the blanket
holding hands like real
lovers while you carve
our names into that tree
in the park

She doesn’t understand it.
The way she looks at you.
And the way you look at her.
It’s there and it’s so obvious.
But yet, you’re not together.

you can learn a lot about a person
when you listen to the songs that
actually mean something to them.

Rock bottom is good solid ground ;
& a dead end street is just a place to turn around.

No one can tell you what love is. You will simply know it when you feel nothing else.

believe in love, lust, sex, and romance
i dont want everything to add up to some perfect equation
i want mess and chaos
i want someone to go crazy, out of his mind for me
i want to feel passion and heat and sweat and madness
and all the rest of that crap
i want it all

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground
Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Sometimes its best to forget what you feel
and remember what you deserve.


So, lets lie in the grass, & stare at the stars. Live through the moment. & figure out who we are.

standing on the rooftop,
waiting till the bomb drops,
this is all we've got now.
scream until your heart stops,
never gonna regret,
watching every sunset.
listen to your heartbeat
all the love that we've felt.

you'll be holding me
and i'll be holding you
this night could change our lives forever
let's dance<3

i think i'm always gonna have
that little "something" for you

just tell me something
if i left would you miss me

she didn't know how much
she cared until she realized that
he didn't care at all

i want you to look at me.
like you never have looked
at anyone else.

and i guess you were
just what i needed <3

so fall asleep tonight
cause that brings me closer to you

the pain is knowing that you're
right for each other..
just not right now
-Dawson's Creek

There's nothing left here for me but empty promises
and the thought of all the things I'm never getting back.



Letting someone in sometimes means abandoning the walls you've spent your whole life building.


I just want someone to look forward to seeing me every day.

When you're driving in your car
When you dance & sing to the radio
When you're walking underneth the stars,
anywhere & everywhere you go.
When you're dressed up or you're dressed down
When you're talking on the phone with a million people around
or when you're all alone
when you're near, or you're far
you're in my heart no matter where you are.

Cause you're so easy going, coversations flowin'
Something's growing here
in the heart of mine.
& I'm feeling dizzy,
little weak kneed when you're with me.
& I don't know if I can explain it.
It's kinda cool, ain't it?

I can't wait all my life
on a street of broken dreams
it could have been you, my love
where are you now?
Oh, i still wonder
if you remember the night
it could have been you.

Well it's all so overrated not saying how you feel
You end up watching chances fade
& wondering what is real.

We're almost there & nowhere near it. All that matters is that we're going.

So lie to me 'cause innocence is bliss
& baby
We're nothing more than a kindergarten romance.
You leave me desperate,
devastated,
but tease me one more time 'cause I'd just love to.

It was 3 a.m. when you woke me up
then we jumped in the car & drove as far as we could go.
Just to get away
We talked about our lives until the sun came up.
& now thinking about how I wish I could go back
just for one more day
one more day with you.

Nothing's more beautiful than this sky tonight
& I just want to share this moment with you
.

I don't want the world to see me
'cause I don't think that they'll understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am.

Sitting on a carousel ride
without any music or lights,
everything was closed at Coney Island
and I could not help from smiling.


hes shaking in the car with the gun in his hands
falling over love and a sweet romance
and I never thought it would come down to this,
a bullet in my head, with the sweetest kiss

And he walked me to the door.
I started to go inside, when he grabbed my hand.
He said, "While I still have the chance.. I want to make
one of your dreams come true." Then he dragged me
down the steps.. he looked into my eyes.. his hand on
my chin.. our lips grazed, and we stood there
and kissed in the pouring rain.

She's always second best,
so she never thought she'd be the first he picked.
She never thought he'd want her so bad.

i'm so nervous;
i just sit and smile.

I wish I'd seen you as a little boy, without your armor to fend off the world. I would have taken you under my wing and protected you from everything so you wouldn't be so afriad to tell me what I need to hear.

I've made you so happy and so sad.
but which should I be more sorry for?

And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.I want to touch the stars and have someone beside me
who's willing to burn their hand too.

with my bags packed & ready to go, nothing's
ever hurt so much for me, than to let you go.

I'm leaving today,
so why don't you care?

He sings the songs that remind him of the better times.

I've always wanted to watch you fall asleep in my arms.

&& she whispered to herself
"i can't do this anymore."

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tonight, as much as i would like to,
i can't put my hands all over you.But tomorrow's not coming.
There's nothing left to believe.and all those nights i lost by thinking
way too long and hard, i finally realized
that as long as i have you,
i'll be alright.

you laugh with your friends
and hope he's looking your way

i think the reason i still have feelings for you
is because im terrified. i'm terrified to let you go
what if i dont find someone like you?

i am completely over you,
right? But why is it that everytime
i see or talk to you, i still get that
feeling that i am not?

& i keep going back
to the one thing
i need to get away from.

the saddest thing in the world
is to look into someone eyes
& realizes they will never love youdon't kid yourself, babe.
the boy loves you in a way that he's
not ready to deal with.


he's not worth your tears
if you're not worth his heart

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hold onto your best friends
because i bet in an entire lifetime,
you won't find anybody else like them

Hey kidd.
You'll never
live this down.

the only guy that deserves you..
is the one that thinks he doesn't.
the one that'll stick by your side..
no matter how much you mess up.
and the one who will forgive you..
mistake after mistake..

lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

next time you think your in love,
run face first into a brickwall
& remember that it will hurt less in the end&& dont be afraid of the dark
only then can you see the stars.one second you're closer to someone
than anyone else in the world.
the next second,
you might never see them again.


There's always gonna be that guy,
that no matter what happens between you two,
no matter how long you go without talking,
you just never stop loving him.

goodbyes hurt you more than anything...
especially when deep down
you know you will never say hello again.


And there was never any place
For someone like me to be
Totally happy


you know you're in love
when holding hands..
is holding on to everything


I let him down.
I pushed too hard,
I got too attached.

 

Mmk. the end.  =]

Commmment. thanksss <33

 


Saturday, June 24, 2006

So, it's wayyy late. and i`m not tired at all. And i just got done watching 'Garden State' which totally puts you in one those depressed mooods, ya know?  blah. :(

i could be lost or i could be saved
calling out from beneath the waves
beaten down by this ocean rain,
never again

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the sun is setting somewhere behind me
i can only close my eyes and imagine the maroon sea
that i know is gushing below your feet

the water here is getting deep
but out towards the horizon we keep swimming
nothing left for us back on the shore
just the hope that the lonely moon will offer more


sitting here i start to sweat
i'd have no passion in my life had we never met
that dingy thursday night down by the train
standing beneath your soggy newspaper in the pouring rain

looking back its still surprising
i was sinking, you were rising
with a look you caught me in mid-air
now i know God has His reasons but sometimes its hard to see them
when i awake up and find you're not there


he gives her attention
he's constantly, carefully planting the seeds
the only thing missing is really the only thing she needs
and he can't give that to her and she can't find it with him
so she'll have to find her way out of love she's not really in


i made a bad miscalculation betting you would never leave
cause if your getting on with your new life
then where does that leave me?

yeah life throws you curves but you learn to swerve
me - i swung and i missed and the next thing you know
i'm reminiscin', dreamin' old dreams, wishin' old wishes
like you would be back again


all i hear is thunder as our two hearts beat
doing 90 miles an hour down a dead end street

just like a wildfire, you're runnin all over town
as much as you've burned me
baby i should be ashes by now


i'm right back where i've really always been
i got over you just long enough to let my heartache mend
then today i started loving you again

<3

the problem wasn't that there was a problem
the problem was the choice that i made
why did i choose not to notice
what was right there in my face?

<3

living in a dream of you and me
is not the way my life should be
i don't wanna cry a tear for you, so forgive me if i do

<3

I'll be the girl lying on the table, white nose
burnt fingers, and threatening her overdose

<3

on the edge lookin over, all i see is a four leaf clover
maybe a sign of things to come - should i jump?
or should i run?

<3

When there seems like there's no one
left to run to in this empty world of ours,
you can come to me & I will be your
shooting star. You can tell me your
dreams. I can't promise that I can
make them come true, but I'll be
there to pick up the pieces of your
broken heart, if your dreams
happen to fall through.

<33

Sometimes we just dont appreciate
those people who really care for us
until they leave us, until we lose
them, then we regret. Outer beauty
doesnt matter; its the inside that
counts. It's better to tell someone
how much you love them rather
than to not tell them and lose them
without telling them. You'll regret it.

<3

Do you ever just get that feeling where
you dont want to talk to anybody
You dont want to smile and you dont
want to fake being happy...But at the
same time you, dont know exactly whats wrong?

<3

It's true that we dont know what we've got
until we lose it, but its also true that we don't
know what we've been missing until it arrives.

<3


There's a fine line between
lover & friend
reality & pretend
hello & goodbye
to smile & to cry
what you wanted & what you got
being together & not

<3

And I just want the perfect guy for me
who thinks I'm the perfect girl for him

<3

Everything that you said to me,
Brought me to me hands and knees.

<3

baby how'd we wind up this far apart
usin' words as weapons like daggers to our hearts
this stand-off of indifference isn't solving anything

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ehh, it kind of sucked, i knoww.  i`ll do better next entryy, promise. :]  sorrry, i didnt even get all the icons on here.....   blah.

COMMMMENT!!!! & subscribe.

Byee, lovely's. <333


Wednesday, June 21, 2006

I`m in one of those..."sad cry about everything" moods. blah. =[  So.. here's an update..

 

Four months went by,
and I almost forgot your face,
Until they played that song tonight.

xoi438

while you were sleeping
i stared into the darkness and wondered how,
i ended up with you so close to me

i'm walking out in the rain
and i'm listening to the slow moan of the dial tone again
i'm getting nowhere with you and i can't let it go


so here's to the skinned knees and sutured hearts,
here's to the unhappy endings and all the false starts

I will share the air I breathe
ill give you my heart on a string.
I just dont wanna miss anything.

Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired
that way. Because without it, I don't know;
maybe we just wouldn't feel real.

so tonight, i put on the sad songs,
plug in the headphones, & crank up the volume,
just so i can drain the night away

I think it's getting to me;
I've been sleeping later than expected.

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He's so confusing .. some of the things he
says to me makes me believe that he really
does like me, and then some other things
he says makes me believe that, I'm just
a girl who never crosses his mind.

you told me, "one more chance,
one more time, please, just let me
have this one dance."


part of me wants to find the right words
to hurt you, the same way you hurt me

they said we stood a little too close,
stared a little too long,
they probably thought we were in love.

all he left you with was shattered dreams
i know it's hard to see right now,
it's not as bad as it seems

your words mean nothing,
no matter how loud you scream

the best of us was left in your sheets

because the world owes me nothing
and we owe each other the world.

orangeflowrs

the more her heart breaks,
the louder her music plays.

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and the longer i lay here
i know it's harder to get up without you


i guess it's just like breathing and not wanting to
and there are some things that you can't fake


he tastes like summer and smells like romance


climbing out of the sky, a man who could fly
and a painting anyone could play
it's a comic book crush that taught you to trust
staring out of the stands at a rock n roll band
and a hero no one else could save,
it was never much but it's all that you gave

skyfield7de

there's nothing in this world that touches me like you do

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standing on the rooftop, wait until the bomb drops
this is all we got now, scream until your heart stops

 

i gave you my inside, i gave you my heart
i gave you no reason to just tear it all apart
now i'm diggin through the rubble of a trust that's been betrayed
you did a lot of damage when you took your love away

if i had just one tear running down your cheek
maybe i could cope, maybe i'd get some sleep
if i had just one moment at your expense,
maybe all my misery would be well spent

hold my hand, i'll be your guide
when worlds collide

your words go to rhythm while mine go to rhyme
you were never good with syllables and half heartfelt lines


i'm gonna build a fire in the middle of july
burn your pictures and go for a drive
down to the river and watch the ink from your love letters fade
come back home, turn that old mattress over
pour out the whiskey and try wakin' up sober
gonna change it all tonight, gonna do whatever it takes


too long...too late...who was i to make you wait?


i will hold you while you're sleeping
and i will be there when you wake
and we can fill up the whole world with all the love we make

i've got dreams and aspirations
and i'm pretty good at conversations
i've got a heart i want to give
but i need someone to share it with


it's all the same, we are all the same people
with sinning hearts that make us equal

there is someone in his past that he hasn't gotten over yet
each day's like the last, he just misses what he can't forget
it's just an empty space where something used to be
now he guards the gate, but he's lost the key
so no one enters, but no one leaves


there's a certain kind of pain that can numb you
there's a type of freedom that can tie you down
sometimes the unexplained can define you
and sometimes silence is the only sound

I want to grab you want to scream at you no icing me down
The party's crashing us now


i don't think about black in terms of grey,
or revelations in the light of day
i don't think about cold in terms of ice
or second chances happenin' twice.

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I think you should know you're
the biggest part of my life

well, it's a marvelous night for a moondance,
with the stars up above in your eyes.

Counting stars, wishing i was okay.
Crashing down was my biggest mistake.

but she can't let go
of the memories she
has of him.

you told me that you couldn't believe
in somebody who couldn't believe in you.
i believed in you. i always believed in
you, you just didn't believe in me
- Pretty in Pink

my stereo is blasting, my eyeliner
is beginning to smear, i can barely hear
my tears are forming in the corner of my eyes
so just shut up, and let me slowly slip


woke up to the sound of pouring rain
the wind would whisper and i'd think of you
and all the tears you cried that called my name
and when you needed me i came through.

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so, make her laugh a little and help her get through.
she used to cry and no one knew.
help her out and treat her right.
it's been awhile since she's smiled so bright.
show her that not all guys lie,
and be the one that keeps her tears dry. <3

standing on a darkened stage, stumbling through the lines
others have excuses but i have my reasons why

i gave you my inside, i gave you my heart
i gave you no reason to just tear it all apart
now i'm diggin through the rubble of a trust that's been betrayed
you did a lot of damage when you took your love away

you fall away from your past but its following you

then came the night, warm and dark
draggin' its chains across our hearts
the moon was full, the grass was wet
makin' us scream, makin' us sweat
holdin' on tight, it was wrong, it was right

if i just lay here
would you lay with me
and just forget the world?

even the big sunglasses
can`t hide the pain in her eyes

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when your on the outside baby and you can't get in
i will show you, your so much better then you know

Stereo

you'll fall in love with the most
unexpected people at the most unexpected times.




bring out your best we have created such a mess
there is heavy breathing on the sidelines
so take your steps, step timidly
you haven't seen the worst of me

so just kiss me and let my hair messy itself in your fingers.
let me steady myself in the arms of a boy who
won't ask me to be what he needs, but let's me exist as i am.


i'm pouring my heart
through these telephone wires.

And I'm finally seeing
Why I was the one worth leaving.

im still writing
the letters i'll never send

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and you hold me
like you'll never let me go.

i know i'll leave a stain,
because i bled.
as we dance, we all dance.
we all have no chance
in this horrid romance.

i'm surprised that you've never been told before
that you're lovely and
you're perfect
and that somebody wants you

what's the point in all this screaming?
no one's listening anyway

do you still wish you were beautiful?
cause you will always be beautiful.

i've loved like i should. and lived like i shouldn't. lost everything just to find out.

You wear black cause you can't find anything else to wear, you found your sound cause you can't play no better, & you just tried to kiss me cause it just happened? You should try taking credit for something every once in a while.


Even if we never talk again, remember
that I'm forever changed by who you are
and what you meant to me

it's another day i'll spend forgiving
and another night i wish i could get back
so if you'll sit and stay
and talk with me awhile
i'll tell you to hold on

paint skylines on the lake
reflections light our eyes
this summer's make or break
not concrete like sunrise

his love's like rain on a tin roof
the sweet song of a summertime storm
and oh the way that it moves you
it's a melody of passion ragin' on
and then...it's gone

 

Mmk. Thats all for now.  Hope you liked it. =] 

Leave comments & subscribe.  <33

 


Sunday, June 18, 2006

Wow... i havent updated in foreverrrr. I`m sorry. =[    

Here's one tho.  and i`ll start doing it wayy more often, mmk?  =)

 

you want me to always remember?
i promise i always will.

I'm sitting under fallen stars. Do
you miss me where you are?

&& now i regret the day we met.
help me forget your name.

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i got the message long before you knew.
there was no chance of us at all.

if i had it my way...i'd turn this car around
and we'd run away

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He kept her picture on his wall,
went half-crazy now and then
He still loved her through it all,
hoping she'd come back again

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we're in a spell that never ends.
the empty hourglass wore me thin.
so let the phone do it's work.
your voice is heaven but it hurts.

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I faintly remember breathing
on your bedroom floor
Where I laid and told you,
but you swear you loved me more
Do you care if I
don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight
or will you think of me?
Will I shake this off
pretend its all okay?
That there someone out there
who feels just like me
There is.


walk a direction,
see where we get.
i never knew nothin,
so there's nothin to forget.
get real drunk and ride our bikes.
there's so much beauty
it could make you cry.


rock and roll boy
come outside tonight
put your arms up in the moonlight
have you ever been in love?
well i have
well this is something
you should consider

i hate this feeling,
its like i just don't
know you anymore


and all i wanted was a bench to rest
my weary legs. my silent heart agrees
i have done my best.


His clothes on the floor
Underwear silverlined
The smell of lavender and tar
Brings me down
And if the telephone should ring
God knows it could never be him


here's to you, hope that someday,
you'll realize that i really did care.


forgive, sounds good
forget, i'm not sure i could

i'm not ready to make nice
i'm not ready to back down
i'm still mad as hell
and i don't have time to go round and round
it's too late to make it right
i probably wouldn't if i could
cause i'm mad as hell
can't bring myself to do what it is you think i should...

its like once you've been hurt
your so scared to get attached again.
you have this fear that every person
you start to fall for is going to break your heart

i thought i found a once in a lifetime love
but all i really found was a once in a lifetime mistake

&& I'm starting to hate you
for everything you put me through

drive away

These words, fall from your mouth,
and stab me in the back
It should have never come to this
Its too late for your apologies
They can't bring back all that you've taken from me

What if i said you never mattered,
that i never lost one moment of sleep?
What if i crushed all your dreams,
broke all the promises I swore to keep?
Tell me how your life would be if i did to you,
what you did to me.

you make me all hot when i get near you
darling i want to take your clothes off slowly
so tell me, does the sun do this to you too?

remember me, she said smiling
write my name somewhere safe
touch and taste fades with space
i'll never be who you'll dream


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you were the keeper of my everything
in your hands you held my heart
i guess you didn't notice the cracks in it
guess you never thought your lies would make it come apart

and i've taken 18 showers just to pass the time
and that fucking phone just rang
but it wasn't you on the line


where have the words gone,
why have they abandoned me?
sitting helpless on my back porch
locked out again, without the spare key


there are some roads,
that you should walk yourself
just you and your faith...no one else

sneak out of your window darling let's live like outlaws we'll never look back; climb out on this rooftop and
stare at the city lights below us.

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I'M NOT SATISFIED WITH BEING ANONYMOUS ANYMORE.
I'LL MAKE YOU SCREAM MY NAME

xoi438
 

No more waiting up 'till midnight

To see if he comes home
And it sinks in
Through these holes in your old bed sheets
You might spend your life alone

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If not being able to see him
makes you want to cry
then yes, you love him.


today we were sitting in this crowded room together
I looked at you. you looked at me. I felt it.

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you & i could make the world jealous...

you say i should stay with you,
that Jesus forgives you
you pray i will but i won't
the difference is...Jesus loves you, i don't


I'm going to turn and walk away
you wait till i am far along then run and come
and catch my arm and say you'd die if I were gone
yes I'm going to turn and walk away
you can watch me go or you can make me stay


its not how you get up
its how you get down

I've finally figured out.
you're avoiding me because
you can't face this.
you're in love with me.
and it scares you, doesn't it?
it scares you

there's always something more
you wish he'd say

My heart aches for your voice

 

and i die when you mention her name.
and i lied. i should have kissed you

 

 

when you held my hand,
you held my heart <3

 

&& tonight i will get rid of every song
that ever reminded me of youu;
and tonight, i will get rid of every picture
that i ever took with you;
and tonight... i will try to get rid
of every memory i ever had with you.

 

 

in the car,
the radio leaves me searching for your star
a constellation of frusteration driving on

 

 

a train crashed and everything slows down
i was wishing i could get out of this town
these dreams we've had have never made you cry
and i am not a twinkle in your eye
i've got to get out of here because you drive me up the wall
i've got to get out of here because i can't stand to fall

 

 

do you believe in love at first sight?
i think you do...lying naked under the covers
those were the best days of my life

 

you've got too much to wear on your sleeves
and its got too much to do with me


 

there's nothing you can do or say
your gonna break my heart anyway
so just leave the pieces when you go


 

and I'll take you blindfolded dancing onto bridges

and you'll say you don't to be with me

cause no one ever does,

and no one ever thinks of me that way

 

 

I just need something to happen, I need a sign that things are going to change. I need a reason to go on. I need some hope

 

 

take a little time
throw it on the line
let me believe
that you believe in me

 

 

this is when I forget to breathe and all the things I scripted,
they sound so unfounded.
and it's the look that you're giving me.
that tells me exactly what you are thinking: "This ain't working anymore."

 

walk me down the street
sit me on your front porch swing
and sing me something sweet
until i fall asleep

 

 

so when i'm lost in a crowd
i hope that you'll pick me out
oh, how i long to be found

 

 

Look inside my heart
and be amazed

 

 

Take me into your darkest hour
I'll stand by you

 

 

 

 

Okayyy... i need to go straighten my hair.  I`ll finish adding more quotes and more icons later, mmk?  =]   Later, loves. <3


Monday, May 22, 2006

Sorrrry i havent updated in like forever.  School's over.  So.... i`ll update more. =]

 

it's almost like you had it planned
it's like you took my hand and said
"hey, i'm about to screw you over big time."

you have no idea how hard it is
to pretend that i'm okay with it..

if i made you feel second best, i'm sorry.
i was blind, you were always on my mind.

and she needed him more
than he could ever realize.

6 months had went by
& i almost forgot your face
until they played that song tonight.
and now its all come back to me.

close the drapes and lock the door, i'll ask once more.
i just have to know.
is there something on your mind?
maybe something that you never said...

please me make me not so crazy, make me fall apart
make me think beautiful unexpected thoughts

whenever the rain beats down on the roofs and in the streets
i think of you and then i wonder if your thinking of me too

he kept her picture on his wall, went half-crazy now and then
he still loved her through it all, hoping she'd come back again

i saw the future once, i was drunk in a phone booth
my eyes were wet and red but i could not tell what was said
and through the screams of the traffic; voices carried saying "i am sorry"
on a day so grey it's black inside, watching churches on tv
in a coma you, don't dream - you just hope that someone sits with you

and tonight darling i won't sleep
i'm going to try my best and prevent those dreams of you

whispered goodbye
as she got on a plane
never to return again.

watch the sunrise
say your goodbyes
off we go
some conversation
no contemplation
hit the road
car overheats
jump out of my seat
on the side of the highway, baby
our road is long
your hold is strong
please don't ever let go, oh no.

it's two bare feet on the dashboard,
young love, in an old ford.

and when you are
out there on the road
for several weeks of shows
and when you scan the radio
i hope this song
will guide you home.

and all at once the crowd begins to sing,
"sometimes the hardest thing and
the right thing are the same."

 

I realized I missed you last night when
my pillow wouldn't hug me back.

knew i shouldn`t have called..
fuck that caller ID. it only proves i
was thinking of him when he wasn`t
thinking of me.

Even in Ten Years..20 boys later,
ill still have something for you.
because somethings never change

its things like this that make me
have that trust issue

Dear Heart.. please, please get over him. because he is the
reason why you are breaking. it's because of him, so please
move on. i know it's hard but we just have too. Love, me <3

so when you start to miss me remember
you were the one that broke my heart.
you were the one that made me cry.
you were the one that turned your back
&you were the one that let me go.

 

he will never know how many times
a day i sit there && think about him

When it comes down to it, I've spoiled myself.
I've watched too many chick flicks, and read
too many fairy tales. I've come up with this
vision of love that isn't true. Well, not true for
me. The boy doesn't stop traffic to race after
the girl, open up her car door, make some
corny, heart-warming remark & passionately
kiss her. In my life, the boy keeps driving right
through the intersection.

You know you really miss him when
you're sitting there with tears pouring
down your cheeks, & you don't know why

THE CRACKS IN THE CEMENT
ARE JUST REMINDERS
THAT YOU'LL FALL APART
NO MATTER HOW STRONG YOU ARE

for a minute there
i thought you were
worth my time

Here's to the kids that waste their 11:11 wish on someone who will never care

She got a lot of pretty,
Pretty boys she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard,
Sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember,
Some dance to forget.

His voice reaches my ears and my heart breaks
I'm empty and alone, and the only one who
can comfort me is the only one who doesn't care

oh how cliche it is to sing about the stars
when they burnt out about ten years ago

I'll give it up this time again.
Some things are better left unsaid,
And all I have are lasting dreams
Our word's worth more this time it seems
And I can't sleep without you
And I can't breathe anymore
Good times last forever

It used to kill knowing you were online
but wouldn't talk to me, that's when I
realized that I don't mean anything
to you, and I never did

I sat and watched your heartbeat fade with every breath.
I watched your lips turn blue, your eyes went cold with all the rest

You think i`m running because i`m afraid. But really I`m walking away slowly giving you a chance to run after me. But you never do.

&& after all that has happened between him and her .. all she wants to do is call him like she used to ++ but this time tell him that she's sorry for everything that happened, and she still loves him</3


Every now and then, those three little words slip out.
No, not I love you, and no, not I hate you, but I miss you.
And for an instant, I can't stand myself because I know you
never thought about me, half as much as I think about you

And most of all, im scared of not
being good enough </3

it's like you get homesick .. for a
place that doesnt exist.

ill leave you with a memory you'll forget..

and as we lie beneath the stars
we realize how small we are
if they could love like you and me
imagine what the world could be

 

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